All I have to say is that I was so excited to come home this morning. I was actually missing my mom and as soon as I get here I'm snapping at my brother, freaking out at mom and feeling so angry I could scream. She drives me crazy. I'm annoyed, offended, exasperated and even a little disgusted.
To top it off I then I have to sift through my guilt and shame for feeling this way. For some how disappointing her.
I just want to leave and get out of here.
